[BNHA: Oc ] Naomi
Name: Naomi
Age: 18
Quirk Name: Skin Walker.
Hero name: Eyes of Faith.
Appearance:
Stands about 6'7". With a slightly longer neck then normal. Pale skin and long raven black hair with two small horns that run back on her head and are directly above here ears. She has a rather skinny body with arms and legs but still has a slight hint of a figure and has a long black tail. And constantly has ink like tears in her eyes.
Quirk: she can change into a beast form that looks like some sort of demonic deer? However, her quirk allows her hearing, sight and sense to increase. Movement is also a bit easier in this form. The ink like tears are not really explained other than the fact that they provide aid in sight. She is completely blind without them. Which is problematic in rainy weather. She mostly has a grayscale view of things.
Other notes:
Is usually cold and wears long sleeve shirts. She doesn't use her beast from much do to she's worried about scaring others and relies on her other traits a bit more. She can store her tears in glass bottles for sight when it rains. She can also place her tears on a surface and have a security camer type of view however, she has to be relatively close by and it only last for about 40 minutes. She also Secretly loves soft things like plushies.
The Introvert's POV.
I've always seen other humans as loud, strange... irritating. I haven't changed. I have developed a little tolerance. But, using found someone like me who is wise, they are young but, have the knowledge to see it to. At least in this point in my life I am no longer alone. However, I fear I might pass on unhealthy traits to them. I can't see myself with them not in my life.
And with others constantly trying to control my life and put me under trial continuously. Is it selfish of me to want to keep my friend? Am i ruining they're future? Will they hate me later in life?
I'm a introvert. I can't handle being around people. I don't like the spot light. I like the dark, cold and quiet places. I have anxiety and crave pain. I seek ways to hurt myself and it takes a lot of restraint to avoid it.
I have seen hypocrites and I have to be around them.. I hate being around them. They are idiots and can not be trusted. They are Toxic. Like a diese that spreads across the body, they have affected every part of this town. I'm tired of making an appearance in front of them.. they, like my Neighbor say things like: "why do you not have guys over to your house" "are you lesbian or BI?" "We never see you" "your almost never home"
Has it never occurred to them that I don't like people? That maybe I'm use to being alone?
I say I don't like people but, that isn't entirely accurate... I just don't like Toxic people. I don't mind what others are into but, I'm not interested in men or women. I'm not into sex. I find it hard that others could actually like or even love me and that could be from my past of being used and tossed aside. Looked down upon by others and lied about by those who said they were "friends". Maybe it's me. Sometimes I don't feel human at all.
Anime Family tree
°Undertaker (from Black Butler.)
Parents:
°Dazai Osamu (father, BSD.)
°Chuuya Nakahara (mother, BSD)
Older brother:
°Akutagwa (BSD)
°Iida Tenya (adopted as well as Elida)
Sister:
° Elida Tenya.(MHA)
Son's:
°Kaneki Ken (TG)
Daughter's:
...
School friends:
°Karishima (Bff,MHA)
°Deki (Bff, MHA)
Cousins:
°Sebastian Michaels (Locked me in attic)
Nervous....
Ever since my sister and I moved to the small town we now lived in for the rest of our teen years we had learned to hide "Anything" we liked personal. For multiple reasons, we couldn't talk to people about our likes without them (adult person's, since we hardly ever got to hang with people our own age.) saying things like "that's horrible" or "you need to stop watching that tv show/reading that book" or something equally stupid. In fact I realize now that most of them are and act as EP's (Entitled person).
On with the story. I had a lot of bad experience in the past of showing my art to closed minded people and even have some really traumatic instances with my parents..
That said. I've decided to stop hiding my art. I will be posting on my Instagram some emotional expression peaces. I want to see who actually accepts me in this town. And who just want to change me.to be what they want.
Currently 1:46am and extremely exhausted now...
I post the first pic tomorrow.
3:00 am...
I've also been thinking a lot about my parents. I'm not specifying my age but, when I turned 19 I noticed that my parents hair turned gray. I constantly find myself thinking/wondering how I will handle it if they pass away and the idea of living without them around is a bit scary. Even tho I do live separately from them I can still visit but, resently my parents have been discussing about moving again... It's not like I can just drop everything and move with them ether. I never imagined that my life would get to this point..
Hopefully this doesn't over worry anyone
this is just late night panic of someone afraid of ending up alone.